20110519 .. why does my life suck?

Oh Joy, another day in my life. Woot Woot.

I have been feeling so depressed lately. I just don’t give a shit about things.
part of it, is probably that I have been unemployed for 3yrs 4mths. Do you think?

I applied to so many jobs, I stopped keeping track of them.
I have applied to so many “post high school” jobs it rediculious. and I get the same answer “over qualified”: they do not actually use those words. but the words they do use, seriously imply that.
Damm, if I didnt want to work there, I would not be applying for the job.
Im an Industrial Electrician by trade. so, potential employers see my epic resume. And they think I will leave them as soon as a $20+/hr job comes my way. That is true, but, I need a job now (monies) to live on.
what makes a high school graduate more reliable than me for staying at that job?
I have work ethics. and for most post-highschool jobs the turnover for employees is high to begin with. So why am i more of a turnover risk than they are??

enough ranting.

on a nicer note:
I have a girlfriend. Woot Woot. I met her online in September 2010. She is wonderful. she has a 1yo daughter. They are both so beautiful. but, yet I consider myself as unatttractive. 6 feet tall and 340 pounds ugly guy. but she likes large guys. We will see how true that is, when we finally meet in person.
I forgot: she is from the Philippines. Filipino skin colour, jet black hair, black eyes to die for. she is 5 feet tall and 100 pounds. LOL. just a little bit of a size differance. LOL.
We will see where life takes us. Good or bad, we will see.

Enough typing, I could spend hours typing.

Smile and the world smiles with you. Frown and all you get is wrinkles.